Sunday, December 17, 2006

perhaps... maybe..... I wonder

Pondering over stuff that has happened lately... wondering why am I frustrated abt... I know I am frustrated... over wat... I really dunno ba... dun feel secure... feeling uneazi....

Abit ups and downs and crashing feelings.... arrrhh... think mi not facing some facts... hmm... think being honest is a sin... not being honest is also a sin... times... do really wish that i'm mute... then I won't hav to be so frank... causing so many trouble and mess that really dunno how to pack up now... Mi do hate myself... when asked of stuff... brainlessly I will jus say things out... when later on then i really regret being so direct ... saving the situation is beyond my reach.... arrrhhhhh...

save mi..... else kill mi ba....

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