Boy I really like this kitty
Mi find that... mi can be quite sarcastic using words... Something new..? lol... i'm a good natured person.. temper is good... patience is like bottomless pit.. likes to cry.. sometimes talk can be crude.. but its all comes down to how the other party treat mi ba...
I know how to balance my scale.. Fairness towards mi, myself and I.
To mi: Take in ppl watever nonsense.
To myself: Reflect on self whether in the wrong anot. Wrong then admit.
To I: Neber let mi down. Take in nonsense is one thing, but not till the extend of let ppl insult. Nor neber let myself do the wrong thing. Muz be fair.. cannot becoz of pride and refuse to take in faults. I am wat I am.
I only point out facts... its not really sarcastic.. jus narrow minded ppl wanna see it that way, wanna dig on it.. then be it... but... why wanna bark like a dog... and dun wanna accept the truth.. eventually u are bring down ur own standard (pls la... voice big, dun mean ppl will respect u more la.. it will jus change on how ppl wanna look at u only lo..)
Sickly week
hmmz... dunno why... always fall sick.... jus recover not long... then BOOM !!! sick again....
sigh..... hate this ... like monthly/weekly routine like that... haiz.... makes mi detest to see doc even more liao....
besides is a sickly week for mi... well... its also a week of disappointment and tears...
it comes down to three words: "Promise", "Trust" and "Respect"
I do emphasize these three words in my life alot if u know mi well enuff u will know what kind of person i truely am....
Simply is that a promise is a promise, i trust that u will keep the promise and i respect u as u kept the promise....
I seem to had a bad fall...
Well... i gotten over wif things... still hurt deep inside, but really got over wif it liao... Guess for now on... i will be careful of what i'm gonna say...
Review of wat i've done this week
Monday meet up frien at west mall... then headed down to Plaza Sing there to catch a show...
Running wild, a korean show, police and gangster show.... super boring show.... the worse case happen is my frien FELL ASLEEP..... so disgraceful... PengZ
Gosh... i really hate myself..... wat the **** did i let him choose the show... i can jolly well settle something like ice age2 which is less torturous...
Tuesday... Go sch training..... nite suppose to meet frien, end up change to wednesday. My Bud call mi out, wan mi pei him watch Inside man... mi go check out the critic.... gosh.... police and theif show ? no no no no no.... I'm not gonna watch another such a show for the time being.... so i call it off lo...
Wednesdae... meet frien(another frien) watch "The hills have eyes".. heard was scary.... well.... i dun feel its scary... jus feel that the show is abit bloody and gruesome... eeky ba... haha.... then got a motor ride back... WeeeEeee~ long time neber seat motor liao... nice... haha...
Thursday... borin day... hmm... wat did i do... i abit forgotten.... lol... jia lat jia lat..... if i remember then i add on ba... time being is blank...
Friday... easter.....
At nite went for dinner... to celebrate my mum's birthday... ^^
then go meet my frien.... hee hee.... but well... mi and my stubborness dun wanna go home... hai my frien... haha.... hai him cannot slp... pai seh pai seh...
Today .... well...... nite go to my best frien house.... her house got BBQ... hee hee... then can have gatherin wif my best friends... yeah......
End here....
Hmm... think i need a getaway... coz abit going nuts liao..... not been myself lately....
Super sian... when everything around mi seems to fall apart.... well wat am i gonna do...
I haven't been doing much thing lately.... going out... going out... going out....
Well doesn't seems to help much i guess....
Lately seems like I have been walking with a few knives stabs behind my back.... hmm.. how cum wanna discriminate against mi when I neber done anything wrong...
ITS ME