Today heard that someone say i crude... o.0" (huh!? wat the...?)
Mi at first dunno wat that meaning one.. vocabulary very weak...so i jus go to dictionary.com to find out lor.... aiyo... TOTAL demoralized.... ><~*
So sad now.... depress.... coz it was jus playing onli... neber know cannot play... haha... mi got a very negative self one... ><"'
Mi think i should fan xing myself abit then next time i know when to do wat then when dun do wat ba... Good to know that then can learn from mistakes mah....
Also to think... i shouldn't help that person put up anymore good word ba.... afterall i'm so CRUDE rite hor..... =.=*
think i too generous to tell the person that he is 50% to success... rite.....also those encouragement words..... I should be ....... CRUDE....
Lol.... wahahhaaha..... ^^
My seating place is near the office door.... it always creeks and it gets on to my nerves alot..... Esp dunno why this level ppl like damn busy one... walk in walk out....the stupid door jus dun seems to stay shut for more then 1 min... within 1 min dunno how many times the door creeks.... neber ending one lor...... AAAAARRRGGGGGGGHHHH....
I hate this kind of sound one lor... feeling sick now..... ppl can jolly well say, go open the door and push down the stopper.... well... i did.... a few times in the same hour.... its jus that the stupid stupid very very stupid security guard keeps on walk in and undo the stopper, close the squeeky door....
Ppl walk in and out dun feel noisy... of coz... they dun hear it... they seat inside inside ... the sound where will go so far... jus the ppl seating here one lor... suffer in silence.... or they are deaf !!!!!!!!
New Year Goodies.... Blur Project Leader
lol.... brought some new year goodies to office to be given out... was climbing stairs up and down to search for the diff important ppls... haha...
Jus gave my Project Leader the goodies.... he look soooo blur... dunno wat is going on... so funnie... haha... well... watever... hopefully is rite... when it cums to our grading he dun blur can liao....
hiek hieks
hmm... waiting for off work... tonite got sambal fish !!! swee... totally looking forward for that... haha.... time pass faster... pass faster ba.....
but also nt really looking foward to going home... somethings jus can't be avoided... but i jus dun wanna be there...
Seeking peace within…
The sea is calm, before a storm arrives… some kind of saying I heard long time ago… Meaning everything looks fine, goes smoothly jus before a storm arrives and swept pass the sea.
But I prefer this saying:
“Ren Yi Shi Fong Ping Lang Jin, Tui Yi Bu Hai Guo Tian Kong”
Bear wif the thingy, take a step back… everything will be alrite…
Well… wat I’m I saying… uttering nonsensical stuff again… maybe I should slp… but look at the time (10.20am) look at the place I’m in (the office)… think I can forget about slping…
><” Watever !
29.01.2006 (Sunday)
Abit lonely new year for mi.... saddy... cannot vist my relatives... cannot collect ang paos.... no steamboat.... sigh........
Hopefully today i dun get any "power-ups" then i happy liao.... Not a good day to get any of that... does anyone agrees wif mi...?
Wat is my new year resolution anyway... haha.... most likely is keep originally who i really am... in addition is to be someone that is better then wat i am now.... (",) \/
Cheers
27.01.2006 (Friday)
Ohhhh.... i feel so fat.... lolx....
Today was treated to a buffet lunch at the Residency.... wah!!! I like the place.... it is like Marchie... the atmosphere... difference is that the food is in buffet style, take and go lor... so full... eat so much.... still got the cakes and ice-cream... lolx... mi take abit of each... except for the creamy cake... mi dun eat cream one... chocolate too... i dun eat... each person is only 350 rupee lor... like SGD 13 bucks... Swee orh ~!
Today hope time will pass fast fast... can't wait for weekend... haha... simply dun feel like working... neber see my PM (Project manager) today le... haha... slack liao slack liao
Today see Ms Yati's toe ring then i remember my silly stuff... All the long i wore toe ring one... when i cum to india, i was hoping to find a bunch of nice ones here... The sunday (day after the boys leave) we went to a shop... Then the lady boss of the shop tell mi that toe rings are wore for indian ladies that are already married.... OMG~!!!! When i got home... i took off my toe ring... and dump it into the dustbin... so-long-and-begone !!!
Haha... silly mi ... lucky find out early... else more ma lu..... ><"
26.01 (Thursday)
Republic day… some half a decade again… India got its freedom from the ang mo(s)… they call this day as republic day, which is like our Singpaore’s national day lor….
The diff is the celebration is held in the early morning wor…. Live telecast of the celebration from its capital New Delhi. But we are still in our knock out mode… Mi got up around 10 plus… too tired, last nite do the flash thing until dunno wat time…. ><”
Everyone slowly wake up… We slack for a while… then Mrs Jacob and the cleaner guy cum up to do the cleaning… we all seat there talk for a while then Mrs Jacobs tell us abt the live telecast… then we know got show…. By the time we find the channel… the show is shown ¾ liao ba…. We saw many Indian students from different parts of the country dancing… not bad sia… then performance by the police ba….power sia… even we Singaporean force also dun think will do that stun…. One guy is riding while reading newspaper seating on a ladder; the ladder is fix to the seat of the motorcycle. Still got wat… hmm… one guy riding the motor wif another guy standing straight on his shoulder…. Then got a lot of ppl, stack up like a pyramid, and yes… riding on a motorcycle…. Very clown act…
Look at the cleaner using half a bucket of gray gray black black water to clean the whole house… wah…. Wanna faint liao…. Then I go off do my squirrel watching…pity no chance take pic…. Sigh…. Finally the guy finish cleaning… we went to eat prata at petitita (A malaysian restaurant) then share strawberry milkshake… nice orh…
Went to walk at the bazaar, bought some stuff… sigh… karma drop… small beggars approach for money… cannot gif… as once gif… a lot will cum and surround one… then wanna go Spencer plaza… one of the Xiao Mei Mei wanna top up her pre-paid card… sms lor…. Msg your dear more abit lor hor….lolx…
Back to my point ba… we wanna take auto go there, end up we had hard time fixing up the price, the driver demand more money… one stupid driver took the lead and the other drivers listen to him… end up wanna beat us up like that… we walk off lor… crazy one…
Go to Spencer plaza, walk at landmark… half way stomach dun feel well… rush to toilet… so bad feeling the whole day… Haiz… go home rush for toilet again… so scared kanna food poisoning… eat medicine lor… we cooked up a meal… marcaroni wif tomato cheese… end up yana cannot finish… she dun like cheese stuff…
Ending: I bought a book from landmark… dunno why will buy that… but whatever… also think my food poisoning is from the strawberry milkshake… think my body weak ba… LH nothing wrong…
25.1.06 (Wed)
Wat did i do today... hmm.... set up my blog account (finally) lolx... wat to do... mi sux at some stuff one... afterall i make blog also dunno who will wanna read...
Today whole day wait ba... wait for my Ah tao set work... spend my time do research... msn... blog... lol.... so scared will fail my OPP le... aiyo... my like that not doing stuff... haha... cannot cannot... my start doing my work soon liao....
Today go Dynasty eat... so full... think next time can 5 ppl share 3 plates of food can liao... too much le....
Tomolo is Republic day... dunno how to spend... haha....
Today be technician... lolx.... LM's monitor screen keep on jumping one.... so i plug out her monitor.... move to another computer desk... exchange wif another CPU's monitor... plug them back to the new places... DONE... lolx... hope no one notice wor...
24.1.06 (Tue)
Tired…. Sian… today my eye very swollen… cry too much liao…. Stupid mi ba…. All red red and puffy… haha….
Found out driver yesterday is not sick… jus got duty… if today evening he do the same… mi gonna complain ba… coz its really not safe… yesterday evening driver drives a different and very long route… I had my eyes staring at the roads…. My fist held… in case anything happen, I’m gonna punch him str. I dun care….
Today work is so so so boring…. Nothing to do… nothing given… I msn the whole day lor…. Lucky got ppl can company mi….
Lunch we went to meenam eat… Wah…. Best le…. I like the way they balance the spices…. Very nice…. I like the taste… and its spicy enuff… yummy yummy yummy… out of 5 I give 4 stars…
Limei finally got her computer… but her keyboard is dusty… so I tell her, tomolo when cum to office… we switch the keyboard wif other ppl’s one…. Lolx… afterall their hands are black… they can’t tell that the keyboard is dusty one…. I tell Lihong and she say mi bad* haha…. Mi also feel that way….
Affected by the gals… mi count down the time… I dun count by days…. I count by weeks… its more faster… lolx… like now… I dun count this week… I have 6 more weeks to go !!! surely that sounds better then 46 days rite… hahahahahah….
But I’ll sure miss this place… really do hope I can explore around here… mi though a big head prawn… but I sure know how to take care of myself…. Excluding that I easily get lost part of coz…. Hee hee….
Wanna set up my blog liao… then at least I can post tis thing up…. Else like very stupid of mi to type… haha….
23.1.06 (Mon)
Official day at work… Assign to Yong Hong’s desk….sigh… but glad… coz LM is assigned beside mi…
Lunch… sigh… I greedy, everything wanna try… end up… so full.. wanna vomit… stupid mi…
At home… LH sick… I wanna cook one… end up everyone wanna eat cookie… okie lor…
Bad things happen... and i got quite hurt.... mi thinki mi quite easily get hurt ba...
At times... I really think I that I shouldn’t be here…. I’m bad at expressing myself… but I really at lost lor… I dun wan to affect anyone… I rather am alone…. Let myself ‘fa xie’
I miss my dad… when I stare blank… I really start to think, is he alrite… did his sickness relapse?? I miss my family more then anyone…. Though I neber say that…. But I really miss them a lot…
I really dun wanna be here… but I really wish that this Chinese new year, he can be so proud to announce to his siblings that his daughter has been chosen by the school to go overseas… so proud of his useless daughter for once…. Coz… I know… I jolly well know that a sickness like this… may not last too long…. I jus wanna do him proud…
Last year coz of his operation…. He neber got to celebrate new year… I know he quite upset… coz he is so afraid that he can’t pull thru…
I muz pull though this… I should be even more sensitive and considerate to everyone… I dun wan to do wrong things and upset anyone liao….
Today… saddy…. So I drank volka… drank quite abit… wanna get high… forget the stuff… but pity…. Mi good drinker…. Hard to get drunk one… sigh…. Afterall… mi can’t drink that much….haha… later my kidney cannot take it again…. Mi dun like myself to be so weak… so troublesome… mi dun wanna trouble ppl… I rather to learn to cope things on my own….
Sometimes… times like these… I really really wish he is here and not in LA… coz he can let mi drink… till nobody’s business….
At home... I’m the youngest… I dun need to do anything one… I dun really see the obligation to serve ppl here… coz… I dun owe ppl anything... I’m stubborn person arh…. I got temper one…. Thou I’m patient person…. I know… but I dun really agree that… if u are in bad mood… its totally alrite to put it out on other ppl… that is bullshit. Other ppl is innocent… they did nothing wrong lor… I’m a human… I got feelings… and most of all I got pride one…. Dun really take mi as a characterless person pls…. I do feel frustration… anger…. Tiredness…. Moodless…. But I wont wanna put it on other ppl… I got control…
Really wan more volka now…. Arrrhhhhh….
22.1.06 (Sun)
Everyone K.O… only mi 8 plus wake up …. Wait till afternoon everyone then wake up… poor mi…. alone… but nebermind…. I enjoy the lonely time…. Can do whatever I like…lolx…
Afternoon go Spencer’s plaza…. Again though.. but neber mind… haha…. 1st day of independence from the boys… and wat we did?? We took the auto ride.. lol…. Bargain till 30 rupees… lol…. So fun… mi like a lot a lot… coz it’s a cheap ride… then can go shopping… weeeee*
we go eat noodle hut again, then go buy some cookies… then let the gals go see shawl yee teng buy a very nice color … I like that color…. Haha…. Limei too… nice yellow…. Haha…
Oh ya… we also buy cookies… the sales boys are soooo cute… LH say I wan "this this this and this" so fast… the boy catch no ball, got stun by her…. We all luff and luff…. So funnie situation…. Then we walk walk walk… also go to spencer’s daily to buy some groceries… then took auto home…
At home, everyone tired… yana go KO, then later Limei…left we three watch Indian show… LH go make somethings, I fell asleep… when I wake up, YT not there liao… so I think she also KO… then I see LH cook… I felt so bad… coz no one help her… so I go help her… but she dun wan… so that day very weird… think is coz aaron not here liao… she miss him ba… lol… then she so weird… I go bath that time, she broke a glass… and dun let ppl help… I so worried…
Dinner time… everything is okie… jus the fish fillet not cooked… I ate almost half of the raw meat… eeee… haha… LH insisted to cook again… this time is cooked…
I think everyone tired…. Everyone go sleep early… when I go into room, LH is already asleep… haha… but think is blow fan ba… my throat cannot stand one…. So cough… end up wake her up… I felt so bad… I really can’t help it one ba….
Oh ya… the bad thing happen is.. LH broke a glass and the gas ran out…. We tried changing the gas tank… haha… LH power… she pull out the cap and change the head… wah…
21.1.06 (Sat)
We walk to Spencer plaza…. Very long…. Very long walk…. 1hr plus le…. End up got a very big water blister on my toe…. Cry cry cry….. The plaza looks alrite… quite some crowd… lots of ppl, lots of stares… haha… when to noodle hut to eat… share wif limei and lihong.. so full…
Walk walk walk…. Go landmark see books… haha… wanna buy books… end up buy 2 sudoku books… jus 2SGD only… wahaahha… I wanna buy more next time when I go…. Then also I wanna buy the porcupine… for myself…. A gift ba… haha…. Next time I go then buy….
Then go levis… lihong not feeling well, so I also no mood… so I seat there lor… next time then walk ba…. Also wanna go to see guess shop… see can get anything for myself anot… wanna pamper myself abit ba… dun wanna torture myself liao… lolx
Aaron went to buy a guess shop…. $3999… wah, nice black shirt…. But ex le….
Haha… he so fortunate… got a sis to fully support him…
Go home…haha…. Aaron take mi as shield lor… wan mi to be there so that he can get
close to lihong… I wanna go out… he pull mi back in lor… lolx... but nebermind la... then house black out!!! Everyone nothing to do do end up fell aslp…. We three slp for a while…
I wake up, switch sim card…. Shaun msg mi tell mi his grandmother in hospital… I soooooo worried…. Coz his grandmother is such a good person… so I go out of room to wait for his sms… but he neber reply… sigh…. Then I stay out…. Wait… and see them play card… then take photo… haha….
6pm liao… they boys gotta go…. Really thank them for bringing us around… without them… i dun think we can survive…. Really thank them…. Sigh,… I really miss them… coz they are such fun ppl…. Without them I dun really think I can stand it…
Send them off, go airport… kanna mosquitoes arrrhhhh….. at airport, cannot wait long there… end up cannot stay for long… have to leave…. The two couples ‘nan se nan fen’… lolx.. so cute de feeling…. But nice arh…. Coz if they found someone they fancy... its very also something good ba… haha… on the way… see LM… feel she sad…. Sigh… LH also lor…
20.1.06 (Fri)
Whole day free…. Haha…. Then see the boys very busy for their last day…. Take photos…. Give the ppl the thank you cards….I’ve been camera gal for the day… haha… at least can see how to go around and thank ppl… at least we know wat to do when our turn cums… also I got buy the souvenir… can thank Mr Parsad, Ms Yati, Mr Barathan… then last one see anyone else to thank anot… else I wanna keep… lol… afterall I pay one… haha…. Ms wendy jus gif 20 bucks le… I pay for the extra cost le…. Sigh… but neber mind la…. Think can gif the last one to the friendy neighbour… I wan, I can go buy again one… dun wanna count so much la…. Afterall no one will appreciate one… dun wan ppl say I wanna claim ‘gong liao’, I dun ‘xi han’ that ba….
Then we went to find Shannon at Bridget’s work place… nice office…. We went to a Korean restaurant to eat…. Good… very class… the style is very comfortable … haha… mi neber eat much… coz LH seems to be angry at mi… me felt very down… mi hate the feeling that someone is angry at mi… coz I shouldn’t have upset the person at the first place ba…
But see fu-ge stuff himself wif the food…. ><” no more appetite… Nothing to say…. Haha…. Think he scared off ba… coz Shannon bluff him that he is footing the bill. Haha…. Haha… When reach home… kitchen got a lot of ants…. Black ants… like a map like that… wah… then I go see wat they are eating(the black ants)… something white white one… I pick up wif my hands… soft soft one… I dunno wats that… I ask LH… she see liao… say white ants… my hair stand lor… eeeee…. Battle of white ants and the black…. The black ants wins…but we lose… coz….coz…. we gotta clean up… arrrhhh…. Sian… dunno wat will happen this Sunday…. Every alternate day like got new thing happen…
19.1.06 (Thurs)
I wanna complain!!!!!!!!! Lihong here!!!!!!!!!! Was reading wat she wrote previously…. Kao, nothing about herself and all about us… all bad things somemore…… why did she never state the blurness!!!!!!!! Hmm…. Only that visa thingy only… a lot more hor!!!!!! Yeeteng agree?
Yeeteng: nodding the head!!!!!!!
Angie: Sigh…. I forgotten… all my silly stuff… haha…. Later when I remember then write lor….. Lolx….
Back to my story ba…. Its quite a free day… morning session only… still … fell asleep… no matter wat…. Sigh…. They are like sleeping pills….. Zzzz….. afternoon the boys came in … walk here and there… everyone quite free…. Haha… during lunch, we didn’t eat… we went to the shoppers stop to walk… then saw cheap books… wanna buy… see when ba…
Nite time, we went to the boy’s house for meal… nice nice.. I like their place… very big…. But dusty… haha…. But the meal is nice…. And we went to look around the boy’s room… look at the stuff they buy… then later they walk us home lor…
18.1.06 (Wed)
We waited inside our house for driver and he waited for us ourside the door…. He dunno how to press bell… lolZ
Lunch… We went to eat at Mainland China… wah… posh place le….. buffet lunch… but quite far away from office de feeling…. Nice food… pity… I really eat very little… mi dun eat much one mah…. Sigh…
Went home, bad day for everyone…. Lihong felt was sadden when the gals dun wanna eat…. Coz ate too much during the day… and same time she missed alot of ppl…. Cried…. And refuse to go out…
The boys came to pick us up… They wanna show us how to go spencer’s daily again…. I kanna chase out by Lihong…. Very sad…. She wan mi to leave her alone… that’s something I dun wanna do… coz I dun like to leave ppl home… lock up somemore… I really really very upset….Told the gals off… tell them that they shouldn’t take advantage of Lihong…. I cried on my way there….so ma lu…. Coz I really felt that I should be responsible on wat had happen… I should not have let this happen… I shouldn’t be so soft and all… I tell myself that I must change… I muz be strong….
At spencer…. Bought some stuffs… And a rope (*grins)…. found out that toilet paper is very expensive….. Decides to take from Scandent toilet…. Nassha offers to help us take… haha…
Got home, Lihong felt alrite…. Manage to work things out wif the gals…. We cooked up a meal…
Shannon and wife can and brought us some insect repellant, those plug electricity ones… they say very effective…. It sure did !
We had a nice meal…. tease Nassha and Yana…. Haha… seems like it’s a matchmaking session like that…. YH and LM, N and Y, LH and A… hee hee… hope that things will work out fine for all….
17.1.06 (Tue)
Mr Barathan heard abt the different driver matter then call the company to voice out his concern… that’s why morning got the same driver… but he came very early saying got to go airport to pick ppl up… wat is that lor… not correct at all mah…. Like we book u for this time, u are suppose to arrive at that timing… in the end we got to work early… sigh…. Then stare blank… seat there and slp… poor gals got bitten… mi dun have much…
Aaron passed mi the Bygone and washing powder for clothes one.
Training begans… arrhhh…. Boring… mi and lihong began our paper msn again… haha…
Lunch, we were taken to Chicking to eat. Its like the Singapore KFC… lucky got fish… Mid-way we went to find the scratch cards for top up… but cannot find… Aaron say will find tonite for us.
Back at office…. Sigh… wishing time pass faster….lots of trainers came in, every 30 mins routin ba…The boys came in to company us. YH started off him photo taking… wanna take ppl’s photo… haha….
Went home…. Different driver again…. But he say from now on its gonna be him. We spray tons and tons of Bygone….. smoky…. Wanna die…. lolZ…
Cockroach attack….. no one wanna kill them… end up I do the job…. Eeee…… not good at all… the cockroaches from tiny become more and more big…. Once, one of is on my shoulder… Yeeteng gave mi a very big shock… arrrrhhhh…. Its quite a culture shock…. Haha….
Wash clothes… not enuff place to hang… Yee teng say she got rope… so happie… but end up she took out a long shoe lace…. We had a very good luff….
16.1.06 (Mon)
Woke up wif a few bites on my neck… itchy… scratchy… Yana and Lihong has the worse bites on ‘em. Quick bath and breakfast… then our rental car came. Its an embassy car… later then got to know one… only important ppl and VIP, rich ppl can afford to use these cars… (as told only la… fact is not so sure)
We complaint abt the mosquitoe attack. And was told that someone will help us get Bygone.
Got welcum by Scandent. Met Ms Yati and Mr Barathan (our officers-in-charge). We are placed in the sixth level conference room to start of wif our introduction training… Lunch time, the boys brought us to have lunch at Dynasty. Wah… nice Chinese place… serves big portion…we gals can share… back at Scandent… Sleepy… very very boring…
Off work time, angry coz it’s a different driver… Not as promised. The boys came over… we cooked up a meal….
15.1.05 (Sun) Very big head prawn of mi… in order to complete my visa writing… in total, I used 5 visa cards!!! Gosh…. First one I wrote two mistakes, 2nd one, is my surname starts wif ‘T’, but upon my first strokes, I wrote an ‘I’… aarrrhhh… 3rd one, not really my fault, the air steward gave mi the wrong card… for Indian Local… realize only after completing the first section of the card… 4th time I asked, the air steward gave more cards, my frien pass to mi say I’ll need extra, I say I won’t one (confidently)… I almost finish writing, at the last section when I wanna write my Indian address, there is a burnt hole… and I can’t write anything in it….. darn !!! Last attempt for the visa be4 I give up ask my frien help mi write…. Haha… finally I have completing it myself….
The lunch was nice… jus quite some unique taste of Indian favors… it’s a beautiful view from the sky…. Then fell asleep while watching…wake up see the Indian show… guy chase wife out, wife regrets wanna go home, mother forbids, father slaps mother, mother cry, then drives off, wife stand there at lost, husband suddenly turn up, hugs and THE END. Well that’s Indian show…
We lands…. Got welcum by Scandent in charges, David and one more guy dunno wat name, and also a temask polytechnic boy, Aaron. First time see him, his spec’s lenses is tinned blue… (‘you se yan jin’!!! haha… but that’s actually something I’m saving up to buy when I’m back in Singapore, coz vera’s specs is yellow one, that gaves mi the feeling of getting one too, but not yellow of coz)
First Transport, a call cab; actually a mini van… ride is rough… everywhere is air pollution… bad smoke all over the place… Temperature is like
Our arrival to Quanta Zen. This place belongs to Mr Babuji a.k.a Jacobs, he is a lawyer; nice person I presume. It’s a nice small cozy place, mi share room wif lihong. When we pack out our stuff… its quite a scene as we brought a lot of medicines and new year goodies and big luggage… Aaron had his fellow TP mates over to meet us… Yong Hon, Nassa, Jimmy and Skuidfa (Fa-ge). They are also amazed by out stuffs… LOL… then they brought us to the nearby Malaysian restaurant to eat and later walk to Spencer’s Daily to buy some groceries. Then walk back home… in
We vere invited to go to their small celebration to celebrate their last week in
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