Changed my skin... coz think the designer took down the pic... leaving nothing behind... so stupid.. but nebermind ba... wat to do wor...
think this blog of mine gonna becum a shouting platform liao... how cum like that wor... aiyo... think is i protect the ppl involve too much ba... i seldom name who is the one doing wat... end up my story like no head no tail... only my thoughts.. but forget it... mi dun wanna make things ugly ba.. think soon will close down this blog liao..
Playing Mind Games
Its in the mind... everything is in the mind.... pls dun think my brain level is lower then ur brain level... that u wanna play tricks w/o i seeing thru it ba... I am a senstive person.. so be more intelligent abit.. I rather ppl be frank wif mi at the beginning and not to try using some kiddo tricks.. how old liao? still no brain ar??
well... this is wat i see ba... really ba.. to be friens is quite a hard thing liao... like u walk in the streets, its not possible that u can jus come up to this stranger and intro urself, the next min u two walking off for coffee..
so why dun wanna cherish ur friends... why wanna say hurtful things to them? why wanna pin point things? wat are u trying to prove? u are better? getting such satisfaction really matters huh... like so in need of attention? will die without it? well, i won't fight for that.. by all means carry on.. it jus grades u wif ur rightfully reputation only ma.. I won't die coz of that.. i have my own reputation to be earned..
how u wanna present urself to ppl... talks louder then other ppl, to be touchy wif opposite sex, tried all ways to get ppl's attention.. act like very pro in some areas(when in fact u are not) onli know how to talk, acts like u are mature, but thinking and action is so childish.. only thinks if it is fair to yourself... neber consider others in the picture.. sigh...
for mi, i rather eat humble pie.. being simple and not fussy brings mi happiness ba.. like why ask so much when u urself cannot provide that much..
its abit strange yet normal way of how ppl behave... isn't it?
Graduation Day 20.06.2006
Looking forward for this day... for so long already... finally my effort has been paid off..
heeZ... 2 years of private studies.... to finally made it to my 3 years poly life.. 5 years.. seems so long... so many things happened... many things i wanna keep wif mi forever, while some i wanna forget.
I do remember.... sometimes i do feel myself being mean.... being weak.. being useless.. being helpless..
Putting up a fierce side, to protect myself from getting hurt.. dun really wan ppl to get anywhere near mi, so afraid that they will make use of you.. cut black sheeps out of the league... dun wanna be pulled down... dun wan ppl to understand mi ba..
really thankful that i got support from a frien whom has been wif mi since the first day of sch... without her help and everything.. guess i won't make it this far.. thou i'm not that clever.. missed the mark by that margine.. haiZ.. but nebermind... i'm already quite satisfied and happy liao..
Dun say so moody things.. talk abt today ba
Morning wake up early... cannot slp... quickly get ready to go sch... haha... at sch waited for my classmates... so kan jiong that they will be late... then have to queue up.. so stupid.. gotta queue by name.. then kanna separated wif my classmates..
Enter the hall, seat there wait... listen to the speaker talk.... stupid mi, morning drink cold drink neber eat thing.. end up stomach got air... keep on having the "grok grok" sound.. So MA LU~~
haha !! Force myself to eat stepsils... ate two at a shot... wanna numb the stomach... it works... kege.. no more sound ~!
wait and wait..... ooooo... my turn to go up stage... so panic le... first time take part.. My turn.... i walk up .... shake hand.... take the folder... walk off.....
-done-
So fast... btw, the folder is empty one... need to go to my block there to collect the cert.. waited for my best frien go up stage get the dip of merit.. she well deserve it... still got one more classmate get also, he also damn smart guy... the ceremony ended.. abit confusion happen when everyone is out of sight.. mi follow tightly wif my classmate ba... go collect my cert... then gather... then take pic... then go to the lounge there for the reception buffet... wah lao... the buffet is bad lo...
Take more pic.... luff luff luff... a chinese saying goes " everything wil comes to an end"
Sayo my classmates... fellow school mates...
Went to lunch wif two of my classmates.. so pai seh.. my bag too heavy.. call them help mi take... haha... two botak took turns help mi take bag... ^^; thank u thank u..
my graduation day ended... went home koon... coz sick...
Why ppl can talk without going thru an important place call BRAIN.
Dun call ppl, without finding out matters, jump in and question ppl...
Do u know how rude it is? Do u know how childish u are behaving?
Pls... i dun owe anybody anything, dun need everything need to tell u, explain to u.
How old liao... learn to be more considerate.. ppl around u dun hav to go along with wat u wan. Thinking wat u do is the right thing? Ppl standing outside the box will know, can see lo.... So wat are u trying to proof? stop taking things for granted... learn to use your brain more.. dun waste it since u are born wif one.
Well... decided to cum in blog... dun wanna wait till weekend then blog liao... hee hee ^^
Mi think mi really cannot make it lo.... always take wrong bus... then got lost... then late for work.... aiyo.... how like that sia... seriously need help... haha... anyone wanna pick mi up bring mi go work..?? LOL... if got, i really will love that fella!!
Younger age, i thought no car nebermind lo... take bus.... now le... abit diff thinking ba.. got car is a blessing... haha... not i materialistic ar... i am not.. but i am a realistic person... maybe i should go for driving lesson.. hor hor hor.... i promise will take extra care as not to get lost !! or or or... crush the car....!! really really really... ><" have faith in mi... haha....
2 more hours to go... wat should i do.... later i go tea break myself... hee hee... abit lonely mi.. but nebermind ba.. mi like to hav my own private time... then hope time pass faster then can go home liao...
Sigh... wat a week.... abit slpy.... bored....
this week not really that happening wor... sigh... but also good la...no good news or bad news....
hee... but something nice is tomolo is friday liao... haha... meaning weekend cuming... then can dun work for two days... dun need to face those mean ppl.... sigh... i not deaf nor blind... pls... i'm a greenhorn... i need someone that wanna show mi the ropes.. then at least i know how to work things out... i am abit slow.. but i'm trying real hard liao... pls dun be mean lo..
Brings tears to my eyes liao... better dun say liao...
oki la.. end here... see weekend got time to blog anot...
CiaoZ
Paid a visit to my handsome dentist today...
muahaha... well... my teeth are bleeding... haiz... kanna gum infection... eat banana also can bleed.. u say how bad it was lo... so abit panic.. so decide to see my dentist...
He is still that cute, tall handsome.... lol...
Lucky is beginner stage infection... so at least can save ba... he used is camera, like a pen like that... point to my teeth and took 2 pic of my teeth... the pic is then shown on a tv, i laid down at the chair, lookin up at the tv... then listen to wat the doc gotta say la...
spend 15 - 20 mins listening to the whizzing, drilling of the dental equipment.... i still got my teeth polish till clean...
the doc took one more pic of my teeth... ah-ha... the teeth looks so much better...
*shine*
paid my fees and went home.... abit ex... but still worth it ba...
will be seeing my doc in a month's time.... needs another check up... my condition really that bad meh... ><"'
nebermind lo... at least can hav a better smile.... but think today cannot eat hard stuff... should be on liquid diet today ba..
ITS ME
