cannot login msn... dunno why.... down ma..??
now waiting for call.... tonite going to watch movie wif my frienZ...
was screeching like mad jus now... coz mi morning had a bad fell from bike... (diff fall from last sun... oh ya neber blog abt that incident... later say) mi elbow bleed... my dad help mi put the green grass oil.... super painful ~ !
mi last sun was making a right bend, when suddenly one bike on the other lane skied !! (wet floor) that bike directly skied towards my bike, no time to react... *hit* mi end up like those jackie chan show... "fly man"(got thrown out).. then roll ... lucky mi wore thick jacket that day... so no cuts... but hurt my back... paste those big big plaster every nite be4 going to bed... morning tear out... that is another kind of pain... when these kind of plaster acts like those waxing cloth.... ripping off my back's hair... ewww...
yesterday was fun... went to watch my colleagues play badminton... then kanna drag to play... one problem is my back still hurts... one more bigger problem is... i sux in these kind of sports !!!!! mi super "pa jiao"(miss-queue) queen one lo... liew.... super pai seh de lo.... sob sob... ><"'
mi plan to go for some devil training wif my bro... coz cannot mah lu too many times leh...
after the game when to tiong bahru eat... quite a big change for the food court... coz mi haven go there (food court) for donkey years liao... hee...
when is my pay cuming ne...? mi wanna go shopping ~~~
Lesson 102 : Personality
Chinese saying : As time goes by, the human heart reflects... lol... my bad translation... wat i mean is as the time passes, the person's personality is shown... (better? or no diff? kege)
Anyway, maybe put into some examples would be better... hmm... mi !
mi dun like to explain for myself... mi know times... or many times... (hmm all the time..??) ppl often misunderstand mi... abit used to it though.. mi dun really wanna make the point to correct thinking abt mi... coz need to do for everyone is tiring... its simply becoz they see ugly mi, so my personality is ugly as well.. all the prejudice starts to cum out... (STOP WEARING COLOURED SPECS !!!) the world is so beautiful with so many sweet color... why wanna make urself colorblind...
(I'm not being dejected by the way.. nor happie abt it... )
i'm more tough looking (soft in the inside)person ba... then think its oki, jus shot all the bullets at mi.. cannot cannot... internally hurt is worst then physical hurt...
i'm a lazy person... wat u see mi now, is wat u will see mi in the next 6 months, 1 year, 10 years... coz i'm lazy to put on mask everyday... putting on an act... its tiring de... be yourself is the best... coz how long can one act...
know mi long enuff... then u will know the 'mi' that is inside 'mi'
Looking at pic... sigh.... mi know mi cannot take photo de.... so ugly one... fat like so round and fat... sob sob sob.... sad...
Think thats where my craziness of self taking pic habit cums abt ba...
Well... wat to do ma... hmm... suddenly crave for a holiday... think in office too long liao.... seriously need a getaway ba...
sadden....
dunno like lately so many impact happening onto mi... i can take stress de... dun always see mi like wanna cry wanna cry like that...
all begin last weekend when my past came back to haunt mi... (sound so scary.. lol... like i cum from bad background liddat) well, watever... i took things into my own hands.. figured ways to 'block' any harm that will attack mi... settled things wif a smile..
today ne... out of no where... i totally got no idea of wat has happen... wat is going on wif the ppl around mi for the whole day.. i'm like totally in the dark.. well for mi, i dun need to know everything... also dun wanna know either...
anyway, for the day i dun wanna act dumb, jus wanna act blind... see no evil
human is ugly ... gossip is the root of all evil... i do gossip ar... but i do know my limits... can't expect all be like mi ba .. rite...
ooooo... so tired... haha....
yest is my company chalet.... (mi spend 2 days making jap jelly.... cuming near 100 of 'em)
Aloha Changi : Changi cottage
very beautiful cottage style chalet... beach is jus within range.... fully facilitated... hmm enuff of advertisement...
Mi had lots of fun there... coz can enjoy sea breeze... play wif kids (totally... I really like kids...) luff aand play wif my colleagues... oh ya... mi wore the same tee as my mentor, ahahaha.... mi joke lo... we in "couples'" wear.. and manage to take a pic of it... so funnie... mi didn't eat much... all the meat... haiz.... but glad got mashmallow to eat... haha
though some hicccups came up... mi got totally blown off by some irritating ppl's call... mi actually oki de... jus need some time alone to str. out my thoughts... cannot be disturb at those times.. else i will break down one... (it happen... i cried.. sigh... mi dun wan be like that de..)went to get some air, some get away from the crowd.. mi manage to come out from it later... pretend nothing happen...
decide to stay over... hav fun.... watch show... also look at my colleagues play majong... coz i brought "saw 2" there ... sigh... gross show... mi see liao one eye big one eye small... eeee....though i've seen it before... but its really gross.... lucky that time mi join in majong... so i make myself focus to the game... I seat facing the tv btw... ewww... not bad... play till morning... but end up losing 7 bucks... hmm didn't i read my horoscope and say i will huat (strike rich) this weekend... liew... cannot trust le... but nebermind... enjoy it much... also lookin at my 3 colleagues abt to KO look.... more funnie... hee hee
play till 7 plus... all KO... only mi walk here and there... dun wanna slp... coz if i slp, i will hav bad time waking... coz will make alot of noise... like "dun wanna wake up"... haha... like a kid like that... so better not let my colleagues see my pattern... otherwise damn pai seh one de...
manage to "loon" (bear wif the mental torture of my brain callin mi to slp... lucky no hallucination yet... )till all wake up... pack up.... then went to changi village to eat... go home... got home dump my stuff here and there... bath... and KO...
my parents tune, say my room like got robber ransack... haha... in a total mess... jia lat jia lat... but i agree wif them...;p
oh ya... something fishy is going on wif my colleagues... hmm... dunno wat are they talkin abt... hmm gossips brewing...
oh ya.... my 100th posting... woooo-weee~!
wat a day.... today accidentally delete an existing program... lucky still can retrieve... otherwise i'll really cry like mad de... mi know mi well.... always wanna stay out of trouble ... but... dunno why trouble always falls on mi... sigh... sway ba... but i cannot always so low spirts... coz ... things won't jus go away by itself...
after work, went wif four of my colleagues go the nearby safra there... hunks le... hahahaa.... watch 'em play batminton... I can't play, my knee problem ma...so why i'm there when i can't play... well mi wanna improve relationship wif my colleagues ba... mi dun wanna be so isolated to myself... in my office, i seat in my cozy corner, away from everyone...like quite lonely... haha... so watch them... though I won't enjoy as much as them... but I have my own enjoyment ba... mi like to see ppl play... see them happy... really hope next time can find a sport where i can join in... haha... bluff them all go yoga wif mi.... wahahhaha... ;p
Later after that when to tiong bahru to eat burger king... i full vegetarian on 1st and 15th of the month... so jus ate half a packet of small fries... actually wanna bluff them go mount fabar for dinner... but the haze makes mi sick... cough like mad... so neber lo... afterall, they are all dead beat after the game... next time ba...
Happie mid autumn ... hee
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