Yesterday really very pissed off..... also very sad... anyway still trying to tell myself not to get upset by that irksome couple.... ;p
Story goes like this:
Me accompany my frien to taka to buy mooncakes. As my frien is paying at the cashier, i was beside her, the cashier is abit 'new' i guess, so he is abit slow. We didn't mind, so i took out a brochure to look at the pricelist, behind us was a couple.
Pls do some imagination... Those that know mi should know I'm short, 157 only, then imagine normally ppl standing and holding paper to read. Well, jus so happen that, that kind of height (of the paper in my hand) can block her view ! coz she wanna see a notice that is place on the cashier counter, regarding spend how much got wat free gift.
She grumble say "wanna see, but nebermind, cannot see liao...so inconsiderate.."
the guy more irritating, purposely use elbow knock my shoulder, then say " say earlier ma... should say louder ma.."
wah.. mi heard liao, pause a while, then slowly; naturally keep paper, act like talk to my frien, so that they did not know that i heard.
They got too much, when they begin to say abt fat ppl, meat growing sideways, can block alot of things.
I took the more civilize way, I neber turn around to f* that couple. In the end, well I jus hope that the cashier will be faster.
Finally... Finish paying, then go and collect mooncake. At that time from a distance, took a full look at the couple... coz actually I no interest of knowing how they look like, but after hearing what they say... I really wanna see how great they look. The gal is shorter then mi, no wonder my paper can actually block her view.. both are in their late 20s, or early 30s ba... That gal also not slim. Looks is avg... Guy is abt 170 ba.. hair at the forehead.. hmm looks like going bold in 8 yrs time.. Face is totally below avg... also avg size abit those ah peh tummy..Sigh... Before say others, pls look at oneself first ba... Mi felt like, how cum kanna say by that kind of ppl... So old yet no sense of self awareness... *shake head* haiZ...
Actually for mi, I dun mind ppl say I fat coz I am fat... I admit ar, I'm more forgiving to only when the words cum from my friends[they in jokin manner... if critize.. pls also f* off ba.. my body fats are not growing on u] or when I am in the wrong (I can easily say I'm in the wrong as in I block her view, but eventually when its her turn to pay, she can have the complete view of the notice ar... why wanna be so bothered to see earlier or later... am i wrong to say that?). But now is I cannot forgive when they drag in and say my frien also. Lucky my frien busy payin didn't hear...
I can't forgive that.. never..
After collecting mooncakes.. When walking towards exit, I saw that couple again, they also collecting mooncake, as I walk pass the guy, I say in a louder tone(I'm still sick, but dunno why I got the strength to raise my voice), making sure that he is able to hear... "Mei Li Mou" (that means, no sense of polite, or can say "rude").
Well... I jolly well know that I shouldn't be angry, nor I should behave that way... looking at his expression when the second time walkin pass, he looked very nervous ... think my msg did went thru... and I really hope he should not be so rude towards anyone next time, coz its really hurting ba... though it is not onto self; definately its enjoyable throwing 'darts' onto others... but these 'darts' is directly hitting into someone else's 'self'..
Yo oh...
nong time no blog liao... sigh.... no mood to go online nowadays... where did all my strength gone...
hmm suddenly felt so lifeless... dunno why... like dunno where to put my hands ba...
but well... mi still sick currently... sian lo... 2 weeks liao... but think things will change for the better... my things is everything...
suddenly wonder how are my poly friens.... are they coping well anot...
Typing my blog in a nice cozy morning... with the tv on... on my nice sofa...
yup... I'm sick again... lol.... yesterday got too sickly when got home.... so went to see doc, wanna get stronger medicine... coz of the stupid coughing and all... i can't slp for nites... and mi know mi getting more irritated liao...
mi decide to give the clinic the last chance... coz this clinic sux all times...everytime i see a different doc... really dunno how many doc is in charge of this clinic.... then all of them like the same "Kuan" (pattern)... very bad attitiude... well, patients are already in sickly and bad mood.. but being nice and polite.... but they can like neber properly check and dismiss ya... medicine also dun work... have to go back a few times.... if this is not my company appointed clinic, i also dun wanna go... anyway abt the last chance.. think i wannna change clinic liao... coz this clinic is really very bad...
SO sickly now..... sob sob.... hate to be sick.... mi dun like be sick... coz dun like medicine.... *puke... yesterday afternoon eat laksa.. immediately after return office feel very cold... after work took cab home, nite fever liao... lay on my dad's bed roll here and there... my habit since young.. coz when i fell sick, my mum will tuck mi in their bed... so now whenever i'm sick, i will go to my dad's bed and take a nap.. (but later must wake up go back own room slp...)
Siansation... like long time neber go online liao.. think now is the best time to guai guai stay home write blog... spend time to myself... coz like lately neber spend private time to myself like that..
morning went for my lesson... so hot... yet i neber sweat... after my lesson, met my colleague, she is there for her car lesson.. so we went for breakfast.... window shopping... then head home...
later still got tuition... sigh... life....
ITS ME
