Sunday, September 24, 2006

Yesterday really very pissed off..... also very sad... anyway still trying to tell myself not to get upset by that irksome couple.... ;p

Story goes like this:

Me accompany my frien to taka to buy mooncakes. As my frien is paying at the cashier, i was beside her, the cashier is abit 'new' i guess, so he is abit slow. We didn't mind, so i took out a brochure to look at the pricelist, behind us was a couple.

Pls do some imagination... Those that know mi should know I'm short, 157 only, then imagine normally ppl standing and holding paper to read. Well, jus so happen that, that kind of height (of the paper in my hand) can block her view ! coz she wanna see a notice that is place on the cashier counter, regarding spend how much got wat free gift.

She grumble say "wanna see, but nebermind, cannot see liao...so inconsiderate.."
the guy more irritating, purposely use elbow knock my shoulder, then say " say earlier ma... should say louder ma.."

wah.. mi heard liao, pause a while, then slowly; naturally keep paper, act like talk to my frien, so that they did not know that i heard.

They got too much, when they begin to say abt fat ppl, meat growing sideways, can block alot of things.

I took the more civilize way, I neber turn around to f* that couple. In the end, well I jus hope that the cashier will be faster.

Finally... Finish paying, then go and collect mooncake. At that time from a distance, took a full look at the couple... coz actually I no interest of knowing how they look like, but after hearing what they say... I really wanna see how great they look. The gal is shorter then mi, no wonder my paper can actually block her view.. both are in their late 20s, or early 30s ba... That gal also not slim. Looks is avg... Guy is abt 170 ba.. hair at the forehead.. hmm looks like going bold in 8 yrs time.. Face is totally below avg... also avg size abit those ah peh tummy..Sigh... Before say others, pls look at oneself first ba... Mi felt like, how cum kanna say by that kind of ppl... So old yet no sense of self awareness... *shake head* haiZ...

Actually for mi, I dun mind ppl say I fat coz I am fat... I admit ar, I'm more forgiving to only when the words cum from my friends[they in jokin manner... if critize.. pls also f* off ba.. my body fats are not growing on u] or when I am in the wrong (I can easily say I'm in the wrong as in I block her view, but eventually when its her turn to pay, she can have the complete view of the notice ar... why wanna be so bothered to see earlier or later... am i wrong to say that?). But now is I cannot forgive when they drag in and say my frien also. Lucky my frien busy payin didn't hear...

I can't forgive that.. never..

After collecting mooncakes.. When walking towards exit, I saw that couple again, they also collecting mooncake, as I walk pass the guy, I say in a louder tone(I'm still sick, but dunno why I got the strength to raise my voice), making sure that he is able to hear... "Mei Li Mou" (that means, no sense of polite, or can say "rude").


Well... I jolly well know that I shouldn't be angry, nor I should behave that way... looking at his expression when the second time walkin pass, he looked very nervous ... think my msg did went thru... and I really hope he should not be so rude towards anyone next time, coz its really hurting ba... though it is not onto self; definately its enjoyable throwing 'darts' onto others... but these 'darts' is directly hitting into someone else's 'self'..

its so beautiful :D

ITS ME

+Angie+

always wanna stay out of trouble..
but dunno why always....


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忙啊忙啊忙到半夜
一口一口喝着咖啡
伸伸懒腰看着窗外
的街
坚持梦想从不妥协
心没有嘴无法语言
是苦是甜自己才能
体会
抬起头就能
自信面对
每一次的考验
挫折只让我
欲望更强烈

try again 每天我都正在超越今天
相信我还能更好一点
try again 每次我都企图超越极限
有可能到达的顶点
try again~
距离完美还差多远
一步一步的跨越

心中蓝图慢慢全都
实现
掌握方向没有秘诀
只凭实力不凭直觉
至始至终至少问心
无愧
抬起头就能
自信面对
每一次的考验
挫折只让我
欲望更强烈

try again 每天我都正在超越今天
相信我还能更好一点
try again 每次我都企图超越极限
有可能到达的顶点
try again~
(rap)

再向前每天我都正在超越今天
相信我还能更好一点
再向前每次我都企图超越极限
有可能到达的顶点
不看谁不问谁不管谁
什麽顺位的排列
做自己像自己是自己
就是我要的表现
头发甩甩沮丧丢到千里外之远
什麽放弃的字眼... no way!


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