Lookin forward to the new year ma...?
Any celebrations ahead? For mi ya.... tonite gonna sing ktv... later on meeting frien for another round of celebration...
ya... ktv is abit sad... coz not going count down... its also coz very crowded.. mi dun like many ppl places like these... where all the very kiasu ppl around, banging and stepping on ppls foot...
Spend this day wif ur luv ones.. is something very cozy and warm... coz at least the warmth is there... tellin u that u are not alone this last day of the year and the first day of another year... u are being loved lo..
This year.... Things seems very hard to balance at times... trying my best to stay alive over and over again ... too many bumps still the whole body is all bruised up.. licking up wounds time after time... simple comfort is so hard to seek.. wat i wan is something i couldn't reach for...
hmm too chiam liao.. think better stop my nonsense... hahah
oki la.... HAPPIE NEW YEAR TO ALL.... love u ppls always...
Hee hee hee.... today like very free like that.... think is coz missing that something ba.... think i'm giving up already.... guess this is my correct way out.... coz being silly is stupid... no appreciation at all one...
Forget abt those stuff... anyway... yest was fun... haha
Nite at the muesum is really very funnie.... mi really really like that part when the Easter Island head shouted all to keep quiet ... sayin... "Shut uuuuuuuppppppppp......." then "My dumb dumb(Ben Stiller) got something to say"... its hard for mi to describe why and how... but its really very very funnie scene... i gif 4 out of 5 for this show... should watch !!
got home around 4 plus morning.... do my stuff.... chat wif frien till morning.... then slp a while.... 3 hrs of slp... then wake up till now... coz mi dun wanna end up slpin thru my christmas... so poor thing like that... think will call frien liao.... Ciaoz
Yoz ~!
Its EVE !!!!! and tomolo is CHRISTMAS !!! wooo- wee~
nice.... finally is the end of the year is cuming... soon gotta do my new year resolution liao.. hee hee
yest was nice... The holiday is really a very nice show... Jude law very handsome.... arrhhh.... he is a total power station... zap mi down already... wahahaha... then had a very nice dinner at earle swenson... woo... mi got crave for fish and chips... but think my appetite drop alot... ( or coz of the dinner the day before...) almost cannot finish... then end up cancel my ice cream... sob sob sob... my ice cream(fri i already too full giv my ice cream a miss... then yest again...).... really very sad... i wan my ice cream ~!
then went around to take pic... took alot.... very very satisfied... mi thou not photogenic... but really like to take pic ba... likes memories.... hee hee.. coz when older ... lookin back... at least will feel glad that u hav went thru some silly fun here and there...
Merry Christmas to all..... MUACKS !
Its friday~!.... a few more mins is saturdae !! hee he hee.... christmas is cumin.... happy ... but abit sad too.... coz dunno how to celebrate that day....
The eve-eve-eve (that is today, friday) dinner wif my colleagues.... at Nomoto.... sigh.... standard drop like dunno wat..... rather disappointed wif the place.... coz at the beginning when store everything was so up to standard.... but now it totally is bad.... but the company is good ba... today also is surprise one of my colleague wif a cake... coz his birthday cumin soon.... Happie Birthday ar !! when on the way home pop him a gift... think is christmas... but also like birthday... hmm... well... its those IQ blocks... but i cannot find the wooden type(disappointed)... (unwillingly but no choice) end up hav to get the plastics ones... but mi feel like quite "gin-na" (kid kid) de feelin... but really hope he dun mind ba...
So wat abt my cumin eve-eve xmas... hmm... tomolo will go vivo to watch "holiday" then dinner at earl swenson... hee... well... though many may hav some comments abt swenson... but I heard this place is better then the other outlets... plus well... frankly... i quite like swensons ba... mi like the cozy cozy feeling... really lookin forward for a better meal....
eve will be meetin up my pals for dinner + movie (I know, I know... movie again ar...) the nite at the "dunno how to spell"... haha... mi and my bad english... hope its a nice show.... lookin forward for deathnote wor... kege....
missing that something.... how......
Pondering over stuff that has happened lately... wondering why am I frustrated abt... I know I am frustrated... over wat... I really dunno ba... dun feel secure... feeling uneazi....
Abit ups and downs and crashing feelings.... arrrhh... think mi not facing some facts... hmm... think being honest is a sin... not being honest is also a sin... times... do really wish that i'm mute... then I won't hav to be so frank... causing so many trouble and mess that really dunno how to pack up now... Mi do hate myself... when asked of stuff... brainlessly I will jus say things out... when later on then i really regret being so direct ... saving the situation is beyond my reach.... arrrhhhhh...
save mi..... else kill mi ba....
Yest was Xmas party .... so helped out wif the gals in the preparations.. Wif all the nice deco... everything went well...
Party started.... gift exchange... mi got a strawberry cd holder.... sweet..... later was food.... then drank a big cup of beer... eek... not so nice... but better then nothin....
Games time !! hee hee.... had very great luff .... super fun watchin diff team's Lao Da fighting to win... haha... then still got Barbie dressed up game....
last is drinkin session.... sigh.... think hor.... i no face liao... mi drank toooooooo much liao... sigh... by the time i notice.... cannot liao... too late liao.... from beer to wine to mix drink to wine to mix drink.... long forgotten how much i had... then high liao.... went to room to rest for a while... voices surrounding mi... head spinning... then cannot make it .... puke... eeks.. first time sia.... i've been drinkin for so long.. but neber puke before... then the next ting i know is, i've been pulled and push around by my colleagues.... not fightin... but is pick mi up go toilet... back to room... pick mi up... end up i no strength... they set mi in a chair and push mi out of office... mi knoe wat happen de... jus no strength to react liao...
got home... quickly wash up... then koon.... 1am ba... mi 4 am wake up liao.... then cannot slp.... ppl's hangover is headache and more slp... mi diff.... very very wide awake... no headache, spinning, tired... nothing...
monday.... go back office.... siao liao.... confirm kanna luff liao.... think cannot run away.... my conclusion is... no more drinkin liao.... lesson learnt... hee hee
Last day of my long break.... haven really recharge fully... now suddenly sick... still pondering if i should take MC tomolo...
Over these few days... some things gain... some things lost (Money...) sigh.. sian le...
Lookin forward to christmas thou... wanna hav some fun and relax...
Today took a day off... needed a break badly and immediately....
Had bike lesson in the morning... the stupid bike gave mi lots of problem... end up cannot pass... sigh... thought my day was bad....
Reached home, my frien sms mi to inform mi that Milk's concert (@ my poly is over the day before!!) I missed it.... darn.... then she mention that today is Ping Guan... so ask mi wanna go anot... mi think oki lo.... mi quite like Ping Guan too...
My frien was able to get front seat, mi thought... hmm so front... but well... can get close view... as got bring camera....
Concert began... hmm... Ping Guan walked in and greeted everyone.... still as handsome lo... haha... While singing... he walked down to shake ppl's hand.... so up close... hmm... quite satisfied liao.... who knows on his next song, he decided that this song should sing focus to a gal... then he walk in front of mi and held my hand.... i was like.... OMG.... dumb for a while le.... later on stood up in front of everyone then he carried on singing, helding tight on my hand... mi really dunno wat to do... jus smile myself silly... after singing i wanna walk away, arh... wrong move... coz he wanna gif mi a hug... ppl screamed... then i notice... i u-turn... he gave mi a hug... haha.... so pai seh... made him so pai seh too...
but really... made my day... kege ^^
my leave not wasted... haha
yest was fun.... treated(my birthday treat to them.. haha..) some of my poly frienZ to watch "happie feet"
its very cute.... when featuring the penguin at young... but when it grown up.. the effect abit lost... dun really like when humans are brought into the picture thou... but think is coz the story pull too far till dunno how to end..
After the show, went for a early dinner... then off we go to take pic... everywhere mi go (not when workin) mi will bring my camera ba..
mi wanna get a new camera... but think not so soon yet.. this camera i'm using is actually not so bad... provide my basic needs... but think, its abit big and bulky... mi wanna get something slim ba.. so wait lo... i save up then get... but before that, think i wanna buy mp3 player first... coz last fri i lost my mp3 player... it was my first gift to myself from my first pay... very upset...
Anyway... we went dwn the streets to take alot of pic.... very fun ba... hee
Cheers... living up my life...
ITS ME
