Being Willing
when asked to do things... it is very important to ask if it is alrite for the other..
neber call ppl to do doing things according to your wishes.. coz u and not me... do u know how does it feels like anot... to be like a puppet... so dumb..
very clear example...
I wanna company my parents to temple... some may know.. i'm a christian.. i shouldn't go temple to pray.. but the idea now is.. I wan to company my parents ! Its not i going temple to pray. Is it cannot??
Dun jus say..
"Go temple is morning thing, afternoon should be free"
Me: After that i cannot company my parents go out huh???
"U can refuse, say u dun wan to go"
Me: Are u mi?? that u know i dun wan to go??? why are u making decisions for mi??
coz of these... i begin to feel again.... is it i got no rights... i cannot have my own stand..?
I thought things are ought to be done thru one's own will..?
If things are acted according to wat ppl say... I think i'm losing myself here...
Dun push mi liao... i have enuff liao... Like wat everyone is tellin mi... learn how to reject ppl... now i guess... ya.... i should learn how to say 'no'... wats good of being good to everyone around mi and cruel to my own feelings...
Its a grown up world... not kid anymore.. Ppl are not as sensitive enuff to consider... then be it...
ITS ME
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