Friday, July 21, 2006

So upset today morning... coz mi morning need to go see doc to do some test... haiz... really hate myself for being to weak and troublesome... but i do hate more is ppl not being considerate... shooting off without sparing thought for others... its not i wan ppl to mind my feelings... but is times like today.. i already feel very tired and frustrated.. i still have to push myself to go work... act as if nothing is wrong... sickening de feeling ba...

really watever ba... really is wat to do... but today mi got quite upset wif one problem from job, the irritating fella, i call him "zhang san feng" (张三丰)... why call him that... coz wat is his best kungfu? "Tai Ji" (太极)... why.... coz he good at pushing fault ! i so sickly and wanna puke liao... but i handle his problem first.. let other problem wait... did wat i could... i even gave him gentle reminder of not locking up his work.. coz he lock it up.. end up i cannot access, waste my time and effort... even got my retribution for that! He say i took my time to deal his thingy... wat the h***... wah lao.. That is wat he say one de.... haiz...

ya ya ya... my fault to be sick... my fault to force myself go see doc... my fault that the doctor cum in late... my fault for not taking the day off.. all my fault for going to work later.. his work.. alrite... since he say i take my time... then oki lo... i'll take my bl**dy time... and his work will be last... thats wat he say, thats what he gets....

jus wanna being very childish for a moment... sulky for a while...
but well... work is work... cannot complaint that much... rite ^^;

Hee hee... mi oki liao anyway... dun wanna spoil my weekend jus like that... looking forward for weekend... then i can rest... how will feel better (my body).. also can learn my bicycle !! heehee...

oh ya... some last wrap up words...
PLS la... i not dumb... not insensitive... worse is... I'm not blind la... i see some ppl treatin mi like dumb ass like that... really piss mi off...

its so beautiful :D

ITS ME

+Angie+

always wanna stay out of trouble..
but dunno why always....


+ Song +

忙啊忙啊忙到半夜
一口一口喝着咖啡
伸伸懒腰看着窗外
的街
坚持梦想从不妥协
心没有嘴无法语言
是苦是甜自己才能
体会
抬起头就能
自信面对
每一次的考验
挫折只让我
欲望更强烈

try again 每天我都正在超越今天
相信我还能更好一点
try again 每次我都企图超越极限
有可能到达的顶点
try again~
距离完美还差多远
一步一步的跨越

心中蓝图慢慢全都
实现
掌握方向没有秘诀
只凭实力不凭直觉
至始至终至少问心
无愧
抬起头就能
自信面对
每一次的考验
挫折只让我
欲望更强烈

try again 每天我都正在超越今天
相信我还能更好一点
try again 每次我都企图超越极限
有可能到达的顶点
try again~
(rap)

再向前每天我都正在超越今天
相信我还能更好一点
再向前每次我都企图超越极限
有可能到达的顶点
不看谁不问谁不管谁
什麽顺位的排列
做自己像自己是自己
就是我要的表现
头发甩甩沮丧丢到千里外之远
什麽放弃的字眼... no way!


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