the week is very bad... the problem which i met over that friday... got completelly out of hand... I had to pick up the pieces one by one....
found the solution..... my colleague told mi to send it to the correct person to handle... I followed the rules... direct the prob to the person....
user mailed back with big red font size text complaining... sian lo.... but have to settle the job.... print out... show to my boss.. later i did wat i have to.... went to talk to another team's consultant.... went around to straighten the matter out...
guess tat day i'm really very xin ku.... i had to face beside my boss... another team's boss... another team's consultant... another 2 important officer... then 2 unhappie users.... I know i can't do wrong for that day... otherwise i'm dead...
Really sad when I had to do someone else job... but no grumbles abt that... try out things that I dun do everyday....dunno jus learn lo... pls babies take months before could stand up and walk and talk... dun tell mi when you could fly once after u pop out of ur mummy's tummy...
mi knoe that i had to settle this issue.... reminding myself.. this is my job... i'm doing my job.... everyone is doing their job... no room for narrow tots... putting myself in other ppl's shoes... i understand how they feel...
finally finish.... decided to go back to my room... spend some quiet time... pluck into music... stare at screen.... for my cool down period... before i could do so... one colleague came up to talk to mi... he see my weird expression.... words jus can't cum out from my mouth.. quickly walk to washroom before tears drop....
when i'm coolin down...I can't talk to ppl... I cann't control my emotions at tat peak...
I feel very useless of mi... i really do... and I dun like that... totally look down on myself... i'
m a super face lover... no face le...
well... i scared my colleague i suppose.... but wat to do.... i lost control... and tats it....sigh... will be the gossip of the day and next day... till another hot topic cums up i suppose
but well... its not that i dunno how to do then cry.... at least ba... i have finish wat i have to do, and see it to the end....
grab ice cream eat and forget the pain..... otherwise think whenever this thing cums back to i mind... think i'm still kindda sensitive abt it.....
i'm oki liao.... lookin forward for next week... break from work.... going on course.... also... wedding bells gonna ring for my colleagues ... can't wait to blog that one....
ITS ME
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